Have you ever pt. 2

Have you ever had a time in your life where you felt lost

And the one thing you really found yourself longing for, was someone you could talk to, someone you could bare your soul to, without the fear that that person would bare your soul to others, when your words were meant to be shared with them alone?

I have always loved when my friends felt they could turn to me. To know that that trust, that bond, was attainable. That I could be the confidante they needed to help them in any way I could. But there have been times, honestly, when I envied them; that they had someone that they could bare their soul to. I've always been a secretive person when it came to the things that hurt me, the things that scared me. When I'm lost, or scared, I wear a smile. As such, a precious few know of things in my past that made me the way that I am. The part that hurts is knowing that I have so few people that I can honestly talk to.

Right now, my life is in transition, and as always, I wear a smile, I make a list of things that need to be done, and check them off as I do them, always reminding myself of how much easier things will be on the other side of the current situation.